HOW I SAVED A LIFE AND PERHAPS MY OWN
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It is a beautiful sunny day in mid-September of 2012. Out
the window, if I look down, I see a rushing mountain river, the Arve, which
flows through this mountain town of Chamonix, France on its way to Lac Léman in
Geneva and from there to the Rhone River.
A view of the Arve River
Looking up I see Mont Blanc, the highest mountain in Europe,
standing tall and proud at approximately 15,780 feet. Mont Blanc is a treacherous
mountain and hundreds have died, and continue to die, winter and summer, trying
to ski and climb its slopes. [1] More people die on Mont Blanc than on any
other mountain in Europe. It is not, I am told, a particularly difficult climb.
Rather, the combination of numerous mountaineers, unstable glaciers and rocks,
and unpredictable weather leads the prepared and skilled as well as the
unprepared and less skilled to their demise. Still, it is no cake walk and one
must be in good physical condition and, if smart, have a Chamonix guide to lead
the way. In the warm days of August, one can hear the frequent thump-thump of
helicopters on their way to the mountain to attempt a rescue or recover a dead
body, or alternatively, returning from the mountain to the hospital or morgue. While
I have walked its slopes at lower elevations, I never summited.
I have visited this small French village for a few weeks
nearly every year since 1998 and not once have I considered attempting to climb
to the peak. The reason is clear: early on in my mountain climbing/hiking/backpacking
days, I realized I did not like being roped up, carrying ice axes or dangling
in the air with total dependence on someone else or a small piece of metal
hammered into rock. My view was shaped early on by someone who told me, “. . .
There are old mountaineers, and bold mountaineers, but no old, bold
mountaineers.” When I was young and strong I was not that bold, and now that I
am old, I have not the will, the physical endurance nor the skill to try.
Nevertheless, just looking up at this mountain inspires me
and brings back many memories. The one I am about to tell you about has never
really left my mind even though it happened over 40 years ago. It is the story
of a young hiker whose life I almost certainly saved and, while saving it, I probably
saved my own. No, it was not in the French Alps, it was in the White Mountains
of New Hampshire.
THE WHITE MOUNTAINS, CIRCA 40 PLUS YEARS AGO
It was late summer and I wanted to get in one last hut-hiking
trip in the White Mountain National Forest of New Hampshire. [2] I did not own
a car but had planned a trip with an acquaintance of mine from Boston. I would
fly to Boston; he would pick me up at the airport and we would drive to Pinkham
Notch [3] where we had reserved a room at the lodge for the night. The
following morning we would drive north to the trailhead for Mount Madison,
leave the car, and hike up to Madison Spring Hut. [4] We would spend the night
and continue on to the Lakes of the Clouds Hut [5] atop Mount Washington, walk
down Tuckerman Ravine Trail [6] back to Pinkham Notch, hitch a ride to get his
car and, the following morning, drive back to Boston. Everything went as
planned until the morning at Madison Spring Hut; my friend awoke with a fever
and a very bad headache. He could not go on, so he elected to return to his car
with some other hikers and go back to Pinkham Notch, where he would rest up and
wait for me to return as planned. Because we had spent some time figuring out
what to do, and because I felt obligated to make sure others would see him back
to Pinkham Notch, I had gotten a late start leaving Madison Spring Hut and
heading to Lakes of the Clouds Hut. I started out alone, but no one was alone
for long on these trails because there were, on any given day, probably at
least 50 or 60 hikers going between Madison and Mount Washington.
The day looked promising with the warm late-morning sun. I
was excited: this was one of my most favorite walks and I felt invigorated. My
backpack was a large Kelty pack that I had purchased used in the 1960s while
living in California. It was a little heavy at about 60 to 70 pounds, but
water, food, extra clothes and rain gear accounted for the extra weight. I carried
two one quart canteens, several chocolate bars and a lot of homemade trail mix
we called “gorp.” My “gorp,” which stands for “good old raisins and peanuts,”
was a mix of nuts, seeds, oatmeal, raisins, and other dried fruits. I also carried
several foil packages of dried chicken noodle soup and some tea bags. Between
the water, chocolate bars and gorp I could hike, with energy, a long way. I
liked hiking in shorts and had two pair, one pair of cotton shorts with many
pockets and a pair of swim trunks. In addition, I carried one pair of oversized
cotton khaki pants, one cotton sweatshirt, one oversized wool long-sleeved
shirt, two T-shirts, two pair of underwear, two pair of wool socks with cotton
liners, one pair of hiking boots, and one pair of tennis shoes. I had no
sleeping bag or tent since I planned to sleep in the huts where blankets were
provided. I did carry a large sheet sewn across the bottom and part way up the
side, which saved me from the clammy hut mattresses. I also carried a piece of
plastic ground cloth, a standard army surplus five by eight foot poncho, a dense
foam pad, a rain resistant coat called a 60/40 jacket, and a pair of rain pants.
Finally I had a wool watch cap, a baseball cap with a big “M” for my alma
mater, University of Michigan, a toilet kit consisting of a comb, tooth brush
and tooth paste all rolled up in a hand towel, and clip-on dark glasses for my
eye glasses. I had a few other items of import: a first-aid kit, matches, a map
and compass, a small pen-like flashlight, a pocket watch, a small Primus stove
with a pan cover, several feet of lightweight parachute cord, a Swiss Army
knife, and a loaded .38 revolver. I carried the .38 for years and, except for
this trip, never told anyone; it provided some much needed security and comfort,
as I will relate. My father gave me the pistol after a very bad incident I
experienced while hitchhiking during my early college days. As time went on, my
budget grew, the technology improved, and my pack became lighter and lighter.
I have described my load because on this hike, my gear saved
our bacon, so to speak. Some of my hiking “friends” of those days laughed at my
thorough preparation, but they were so pack-weight conscious that they would
cut two inches off their toothbrushes to reduce weight. They also wanted a
drink of water when their canteens were empty and a handful of gorp when their
vigor waned in the late afternoon.
The day got off to a seemingly good start, but about an hour
out from Madison Spring Hut I felt sick with acute stomach pain and diarrhea. This
was a problem I was so used to, that I frequently carried a roll of toilet
paper when I traveled. Over 30 years later I would discover I had celiac disease
and gluten intolerance; no wheat, rye or barley. What had I had for lunch the
previous day? Maybe sandwiches? For dinner, maybe pasta? For breakfast, maybe
French toast? Frankly I cannot remember, but any or all of the above would, I
now know, make me sick. But it is precisely the sickness that led me to the
young hiker.
It was mid-afternoon as I made my third trip down the
mountain off the trail to relieve myself. I was in a hurry because the day had
turned from sunny to cloudy and it looked increasingly like a bad storm was
going to hit before I would reach Lakes of the Clouds Hut. I was about 50 feet
off the trail and, just as I lowered my pack, I thought I heard a whimpering
sound. Standing still, I listened for a few minutes and there was no doubt: someone
or something was close by, but it seemed impossible to tell in what direction. In
addition, the wind had picked up and it was starting to thunder, albeit a long ways
away.
“Hello,” I shouted.
Nothing. The whimpering stopped. I decided, after relieving
myself, to walk down the mountain a ways, all the time shouting. The
mountainside was filled with boulders and rock rubble; the tree line was a long
way down. All the time I walked I was thinking; should I try to make the hut at
Lakes of the Clouds or head for the tree line and make shelter for the night.
The storm appeared to be coming on fast and it was getting colder; all my
training said to head for the trees and make camp. I could no longer hear any
noise. Perhaps it had been an animal.
I headed down the mountain for the tree line. About five
minutes later I walked around a couple of boulders and heard this weak
whimpering sound again, but louder now. I turned around and there, in a small
crevice between the two boulders, huddled a young blond-haired boy with no
boots, no socks, no shirt and no pack that I could see. He sat hunched over, his
arms folded across his chest. “My God,” I thought, “he is hypothermic.” Although
I had read about this condition, I had never, at that point in my mountain
travels, seen it. In later years I would rescue two other young men, but this
was my first experience actually seeing someone hypothermic. [7]
I approached cautiously, speaking softly; “my name is Wes,
can I help you?” No response. I moved within a couple of feet.
I repeated, “Can I help you?” Suddenly he swung at me with
his fist. I caught a glint of something shiny protruding between his fingers as
he screamed:
“Get away! Leave me alone!” I barely escaped being cut.
I was in shock. “He” was a she! Flailing at me like a wild
animal was an adolescent “boy” with breasts. To protect her anonymity, I will
call her Katy.
What to do? We were exposed on the side of the mountain with
a storm on its way. Think. I had to assess. I needed to get warm clothes on her
and shelter from the oncoming storm for both of us. She needed something warm
to drink, some soup. But the shelter had to come first and it had to be here,
not at the tree line. Looking at Katy, crouching in the crevice like a cornered
animal, gave me an idea. Just maybe she would respond, as animals do, to food. Setting
down my pack, I took out a Mounds chocolate bar, opened it up, and taking out
one piece made a point of eating it. Then I set the remaining piece down about
three feet away from her.
I turned my back on her, thinking that if I could find a
couple of larger boulders close enough together to support my poncho, I could
fashion a shelter. I dimly remembered seeing something like that back the way I
came. Quickly, I lifted my pack and began to backtrack.
“Help me; don’t leave me,” she pleaded.
I turned around to find her standing, begging.
I walked back. “Don’t try to cut me,” I said.
She held up a Swiss army
knife, carefully folded the cork screw into the knife, and slipped it into her
pocket. I was astounded to see her stuffing the Mounds wrapper into her pocket
too; even in her condition she was practicing the backpacker’s creed to “carry
out what you carry in.” It was only then that I really focused on her
condition. Her face was bruised, as was much of her body. She had what looked
like rope burns on her wrists and ankles. Looking at her bare feet, I saw that
she had been sitting on her hiking boots. These were not just any boots; they
were “Limmers.”
“Your boots are Limmers,” I said. “We need to get you into
some warm cloths.”
While she was not really delirious, she was also not completely
coherent. My mention of her Limmer boots seemed to awaken something inside her
and she smiled. Despite the fact that all my training said to build the shelter
now, I decided to get some cloths on her. I quickly opened my pack and pulled
out some socks, a T-shirt, the sweatshirt and the rain jacket. She did not know
what to do, so I helped dress her.
“Put on your Limmers,” I ordered.
I found my old Limmer boots
Amazingly, she did. I lifted my pack, gently took her hand,
and started walking in the direction I remembered seeing the potential for shelter.
The lightning and thunder drew closer as as the wind became stronger and
colder.. I guessed we had 30 minutes or maybe a little more before the mountain
storm unleashed its fury. She looked scared. I knew she couldn’t be too
hypothermic if she was anxious about the weather. Or perhaps it was not the
weather. She was practically naked when I found her, a paradoxical symptom of
advanced hypothermia. I was confused about her condition, but stayed focused on
finding shelter, and then there it was. The site was better than I remembered;
there was an area about three feet wide, four high and eight to ten feet deep
between two boulders butted up against another slightly smaller boulder, as if
the smaller boulder had rolled down the mountain side and lodged itself against
the two larger ones.
I put down my pack and unstrapped my poncho from the top. Opening
up the poncho I started picking up rocks to hold the poncho on the boulders to
act as a roof. At first she seemed confused that we had stopped walking, but
once I started she got the idea and started bringing me big rocks. She was not
only strong, she was going to be okay. I think we overdid it; that poncho was
not going anywhere. It was going to be a tight squeeze in our makeshift shelter.
I lay down the plastic ground cover and the foam pad and pulled more clothes
from my pack. I had her take off her boots and put on my khaki pants, which
were too long by a foot,
and a pair of
my wool socks before putting her boots back on her feet.
She now had all the clothes I could spare if I
was also to stay warm. I pulled the rain pants over my shorts and put on my wool
shirt. I gave her my watch cap and I put on the baseball cap. She stared at my
cap in the oddest way.
Throughout this entire process, she did not say a word; between the wind and thunder I am not sure I could have heard her anyway. The rain arrived; thunder reverberated off the boulders and lightning flashed all around us. We were not perfectly dry, as water dripped through the head-hole in the poncho and came down at our feet through a crack in the boulder. I filled one of my nearly empty canteens.
I lost track of time, but it had to be late afternoon.
It seemed to rain for an eternity; I wanted to heat some
water and make soup but I did not think I could keep the stove going. I gave
her a little water; she took it. Next, I pulled out another Mounds chocolate
bar. She wolfed it down. Finally, I offered her the gorp, which made her grin.
“Gorp,” she said. “Did you make it?”
“Yes,” I replied.
She was in much better shape now; she was going to pull
through. Frankly, I was greatly relieved. If she had been in an advanced stage
of hypothermia, I do not think I could have saved her. When I first saw her,
she was shivering but now she shivered very little. I however, was shivering
and feeling the cold in my legs. My chest was cold and my hands were stiff. I
made a mental note to add wool mittens to my gear. As I lay there, I pondered
what would have happened had I not found her. Would I have been foolish enough
to push on through the storm to Lakes of the Clouds Hut? It was, I guessed,
only a couple hours’ walk away. Certainly, I had done it many times, but no one
should walk on an exposed ridge trail during a lightning storm. No, I thought,
I would have been forced off the mountain to take shelter, probably at the tree
line.
I saved her life, of that I was sure, but just maybe, she
saved me from my “macho” self.
She was exhausted and, finally, fell into a fitful sleep; I
dozed on and off on the cold, uncomfortable ground. Although we were wedged in
snugly between the rocks I was really cold.
I could not stop thinking about what had happened to this
poor girl. She was not, as I initially thought, some casual day hiker who had
gotten lost and, becoming hypothermic, thrown off her clothes. First, she was
not that far gone. Second, she was wearing well-used Limmer boots. Only serious
White Mountain hikers knew about Limmer boots, much less owned a pair. Third,
although she could have gotten the scratches and bruises from running through
the woods in a panic and falling down, the rope burns suggested something much
more sinister. She had been tied up, probably beaten and perhaps much worse.
Through the evening, the storm seemed to slacken and then came
on again with even greater ferocity, although not that much rain. By 3 a.m.,
the storm seemed to have passed; the rain was very light and the sky seemed
lighter. I dug out my stove and made soup, first for her, then for myself. She
said nothing and seemed appreciative, but stared at me and my hat. She went
back to sleep and, thankfully, so did I.
I awoke with a start. It was daylight and not early. She had
one hand clamped over my mouth and, in her other hand, the Swiss army knife
with the corkscrew protruding between her fingers. “My God,” I thought, “I was
wrong; she is delirious.” Then, as if seeing my fear, she set the knife down
and put her index finger to her lips signaling me to be quiet. As I nodded my
understanding, I heard boisterous male voices. They seemed right above us but I
thought they might be on the trail between the huts. Nevertheless, seeing her
terror, and certain that something terribly violent had happened to her, I
pulled the gun sack out of my pack. I decided not to take any chances. I showed
her the gun and she looked relieved. Shortly thereafter we heard more voices, this
time male and female. I whispered that they were on the trail and we were at
least 100 feet from the trail and completely hidden from view. She grew pale again
and trembled.
“They are down there,” she said, “in the woods. They will be
coming for me; they want to kill me. Please let’s go. My car is at Pinkham.”
I did not ask who “they” were. I simply started packing the
gear. She decided to wear the sweatshirt and asked for my baseball cap. She could
pass for a young boy with her breasts camouflaged under the sweatshirt. She was
short, about five feet or so, and very muscular. Before I knew it, she had my
Kelty on her back and was scrambling up the mountain to the trail. She had gone
through some terrible ordeal and was scared crazy. Despite the adrenaline, her
strength was impressive. My admiration grew. This was one tough woman.
We decided to head towards Lakes of the Clouds Hut, but in
order to avoid people we would skirt the hut itself and head straight for
Tuckerman Ravine Trail and on down to Pinkham Notch. I thought there was a
quicker trail but did not know it; besides, we were both familiar with Tuckerman.
When we ran into other hikers, we simply nodded and kept going. We lived on my
remaining chocolate bars and the gorp. I reclaimed my pack, but she insisted on
carrying it part of the time and, in fact, carried it the entire distance from
the ranger station near Tuckerman Ravine to Pinkham Notch. It was the end of
the trip and frankly I was flagging.
We arrived at Pinkham before dinner time and went straight
to her car. She wanted to get clothes from the trunk and take a shower. I would
purchase tickets for dinner and see if we could get a room at the lodge. If
not, we would head for North Conway.
As we approached her car at the far end of the now mostly
empty parking lot, I pondered how she would get into her car given that she had
no pack and had presumably fled her captors without her car keys. When we got
there she asked me to turn around.
“Why?” I said.
“Well,” she said, quite apologetically, “I hid an extra car
key and I like to think it is secret. I mean I trust you but I really do not
know you.”
I must admit I was, considering the events, more than a
little amused.
Turning around I remarked, “I understand, but I will tell
you where my father always taught me to hide the key when we went hunting. He
would tie a long black cord to it and place it on the top of the passenger side
front tire.”
She gasped, and then very matter-of-factly said, “…why the
cord?”
“Well, I suppose, so when it fell on the other side of the
tire he could find it, but I am really not sure.”
“You can turn around now,” she said. She held up a key on a
black cord. We were standing at the front right side of her car. Nothing more
was said.
The lodge had rooms and we settled my gear into a four-bunk
room; she took the top bunk and I the bottom. I reorganized my gear while she
showered and dressed. Her clothing continued to deemphasize her female body. We
went straight to dinner and sat at the end of one of the far tables. After
dinner I wanted a shower but she was afraid to be alone in the room, so I
walked her to the car and returned to the room to take a shower; the showers on
the floors were communal but separate for men and women. After taking my shower,
I was to return to the car and usher her back to our room. I honestly did not
expect the car to be there and I would have understood if it were not; but it
was. She was dozing and I woke her; we were both exhausted and, upon returning
to the room went to sleep immediately.
I was awakened by loud male voices in our room, and then,
upon discovering we were there, hushed conversation as they shed packs, clothes
and headed for the bathroom. As soon as they left, Katy was climbing into my
bunk and shaking with fear.
“It’s them,” she sobbed.
“Who,” I replied, knowing full well she was referring to her
tormentors.
“It’s them, it’s them.”
“Describe them,” I said. I had gotten a good look as they
had exited the room into the lighted hallway. One was tall, one short. One was
blond, one with red hair. Both were young.
“Both were tall, maybe six feet, strong. They had dark
complexion, dark hair.” She said.
“Not them,” I said. “One is much shorter than the other and
has red hair.”
“Are you sure?”
“I am sure.”
I did not sleep well that night. I like to spread out and
the bunk beds were not designed for two; she wrapped her arms around me like I
was a log and she slept like one. It amazed me that she could feel so scared
one minute and seemingly so safe the next. But exhaustion finally won out and
the only thing I remembered was the two guys quietly packing their gear and
leaving, presumably to get an early start on the trail. I fell back asleep and
awoke with her sobbing on my shoulders. Strangely, I started to cry too. To
this day I am not sure why, but her pain was so real that I felt it. This is
when I got the rest her story, or at least part of it. I will not relate all of
it, but you can read between the lines. She told me some of her story in the
lodge, and some on the trail; I’ve reordered those snippets into chronological
order.. I may very well have certain facts wrong but substantially it is
correct as I remember it.
KATY’S STORY
She was born in Boston but soon thereafter the family had
moved to California where her father worked as an engineer. He had gone to
University of Michigan and that is why she identified with my cap; it made her
feel she could trust me. Her mother died of cancer when she was young and she
was an only child. Her father moved them back to Boston so he could raise her
with the help of the grandparents. Her father was a big hiker and they spent many
weekends and vacations backpacking in the “Whites.” She had gotten her “Limmers”
for her sixteenth birthday; the fact that I knew they were Limmers made her
feel that I was trustworthy.
At the time, she was 19 and about to enter her sophomore
year in college somewhere in Boston. She and a girlfriend and the girlfriend’s
boyfriend had driven up to Pinkham Notch in her car. There they met another
couple and early the following morning drove around to the trailhead for the
Ammonoosuc Ravine Trail; they planned to hike to the top of Mount Washington
and then down to Pinkham Notch all in one day. About mid-morning her girlfriend
fell and twisted or broke her ankle. As they sat there trying to figure out
what to do, two tall male hikers with heavy packs came up the trail. They
fashioned a stretcher using one of their ponchos and offered to help carry her
down to the trailhead, which they did. At that point, the two couples decided
to stick together. Katy was so bummed about losing out on her last hike before
returning to college that she jumped at the chance to go back up the mountain. The
two guys were planning on going to Lakes of the Clouds Hut that night and then
on to Madison Springs Hut the next day. She could join them to Lakes of the
Clouds and then go on to Pinkham.
Although her friends pleaded with her not to go, she decided
to continue anyway. She and the two guys headed back up the trail. The guys had
left their packs hidden a ways from the trail and when they reached the spot
where her friend had hurt her ankle they went off to get their packs. She went
with them. On finding their packs, they sat down to drink some water. It was
then she got alarmed; they started speaking in a foreign language. Suddenly
they grabbed Katy and quickly gagged her and tied her hands. Although she was
strong and fought like hell, she was no match. They proceeded to move farther
away from the trail and threatened her if she did not walk along. After a
considerable distance, they arrived at a well-used campsite next to a brook. They
hobbled her legs at the ankles with twine, tied her to a tree and proceeded to
make camp, setting up a tent and getting out food and a stove. They seemed
familiar with their surroundings.
That night they stripped her clothes off, placed her face
down on a poncho and, tying her spread-eagle between four trees, raped her. She
spent the entire night and all the next day tied up in that position as they
ate, talked and abused her. She was given water but little food. The second night
it threatened rain and got cold, and perhaps thinking she might go hypothermic,
they untied her and brought her into the tent. There they threatened her, beat and
raped her some more; finally they hobbled her legs and, tying her wrists,
decided she should stay in the tent. Late in the night she woke them, told them
she needed to get a tampon because she was starting her period and was about to
bleed all over their tent. This was true, and not a ruse. They were half asleep
but they untied her legs to let her retrieve a tampon from her pack; as she
fished it out, she felt her Swiss Army knife. That is when she made her
decision; she would flee or die trying. Quickly, cutting her wrist bindings, she
slipped on a pair of shorts and her Limmers. Before she could get a shirt, a
flashlight went on in the tent. She stepped behind some trees and, when they
called out, she made an excuse. She started walking straight up the mountain;
first slowly and deliberately and then running as best she could. By the time
they discovered she was gone, she was out of reach; she walked all night,
always heading up the mountain, knowing that sooner or later she would hit the
Madison Springs to Mt. Washington trail. At dawn, she collapsed exhausted into
the crevice where I found her.
FROM PINKHAM TO LOGAN AIRPORT
The ride from Pinkham back to Boston’s Logan Airport was
uneventful and filled with miles of silence and then discussion of her ordeal. Our
morning cry and her telling the horrible story of captivity and escape seemed
to provide a great relief to her. I asked her if she wished to go to the state police;
she pondered it for quite a while and finally decided “no.” I pointed out that
this would mean that her attackers could prey on future victims. That thought
seemed to weigh very heavily on her but I did not pursue it any further. I
asked if she wished me to talk with her father on the phone, but again she said
“no.” She would drop me off at the airport and go home to her apartment,
arrange to see a doctor and then call her Dad after she had a medical report. Jeez,
I thought, how clinical. She had just been tied up, held captive, raped,
escaped and nearly died on the mountain and she was talking so damn matter-of-fact;
I guess I was annoyed. I wrote down my address and phone number and, as we
pulled into the lot in front of the Eastern Shuttle I handed it to her.
“Call me when you feel like it,” I said.
I really expected her to give me her contact information in
return but she did not. I exited the car and pulled my Kelty from the trunk. Closing
the trunk, she grabbed my arm, hugged me and sobbed a “thank you.” I must admit
I felt weepy too. So she was not so clinical after all. I knew despite her
strong face, she had to be traumatized and would be for years; I sure as hell
was and I only heard the story.
“May I have your Michigan cap?” she asked.
“Sure,” I said as I dug it out of my pack.
I positioned the hat on her head, gave her a quick hug,
lifted the Kelty to my back and headed to the terminal; as I got to the
terminal door, I turned around to wave but she had driven away. I felt sad,
like I had lost something. It was, and still is, difficult to describe the
feeling I had. It was not a romantic attraction, for although I had developed a
deep admiration and affection for her, as people in a crisis frequently do, it
was something different. She was, I thought, a remarkable woman. As traumatic
as the experience was for her, I got the impression that she would be a
survivor.
I never saw Katy again but I did hear from her. Several
months later, in the winter, I believe, I received a thank you call. She had
never returned to college in Boston. She had called her father almost
immediately and he had flown back the next day. Together they had taken almost
three weeks to drive back to California, stopping to visit a few national parks.
She was in group therapy with women who had been raped; it was helpful, she
thought, because it seemed like a safe place to tell her story; they had
encouraged her to call me. She planned on going back to school in California in
the spring. She and her father were already planning a few hikes around
Yosemite and Tahoe.
“And, oh, by the way, we are also coming east in August for
a hiking and camping trip in the Whites.”
I was waiting for an invitation but she said nothing. I
would have bet my baseball cap, if I still had it, that they would not come
unprepared.
AUTHOR`S NOTE
Quite obviously my conversations with Katy are my best
recollection; I could not possibly remember the words said forty years ago. Certain
words and events are accurate. Her Limmer boots were real, important to her and
an indicator to me that she was not a casual hiker. Three things, I think, led
her to trust me. One, I knew about Limmers; two, I made my own gorp and; three,
I wore a a baseball cap from her father’s alma mater, the University of
Michigan. But I still believe the initial offer of a chocolate bar was the key
to her willingness to accept my assistance; she was an experienced hiker and
knew she was in trouble and close to the edge. She had to trust someone.
All the cases of her understandable fear of males actually
happened, as did her surprise that my dad had taught me to hide the car keys on
top of the passenger tire just like her father had taught her. I felt sad that
we never kept in touch, but I fully understood that I would remind her of the
awful experience. I also know that somewhere in the world my baseball cap sits
in a place of honor.
FAST FORWARD TO THE PRESENT… September 18th, 2012, I had a dream;
the following news report is a highly embellished transcription of that dream. What
follows is pure fiction.
Dateline: September 19, 1971, Twin Mountain, New Hampshire.
Troop F, of the New Hampshire State Police, working with
White Mountain National Park forest rangers in the Mount Washington area, are
searching for possible clues and witnesses to what appears to be a double assassination
of two men camped over a half mile off the Ammonoosuc Ravine Trail. The
Ammonoosuc Ravine Trail is a steep difficult ascent, but the shortest distance
to the Mount Washington peak from the west.
The two bodies were found over Labor Day by a Berlin, New
Hampshire couple when their dog ran off the trail and would not return. Upon finding
their dog, they also discovered an apparently old and well-used campsite and
the two partially decomposed bodies. They marked the trees with blazes on the way
back to the trail and descended the mountain to call the police. A spokesman for
the state police said the investigation is proceeding but they do not expect to
apprehend the assassins.
“It was clearly a professional job. The men have been
identified as Eastern European commercial attaches with diplomatic immunity
based out of New York. Robbery was ruled out as a motive because over $9,000 in
cash, expensive camping gear and two loaded Russian-made Makarov 9mm pistols
were found at the site. The men had clearly been tortured, having been found naked
and bound spread-eagle over logs. Both men had been first shot in the knee caps
and then shot twice in the back of the head at close range. No shell casings
were found but ballistics indicates that there were two highly skilled professional
shooters.
Dateline: September 21, 1971, North Conway, New Hampshire
The White Mountains double murder of two diplomats has
gotten more complicated with the discovery of a shallow grave near their
campsite. The grave is believed to contain the body of a young woman hiker
reported missing in August of 1969. Other graves may be nearby, so the K-9 Unit
of the Special Operations Bureau of the New Hampshire State Police is also now
on the scene.
In searching the area, the troopers also discovered another
campsite. The troopers now believe the assassins had waited, hidden from view
at this second campsite, for their victims.
WHY DID I DREAM THIS?
Why did I have this dream? My theory is that two things have
happened in the last two weeks. First, my waking and sleeping brain became
possessed with finally putting down on paper Katy’s story. Once I started, I
became driven. I wrote several hours a day; I edited, added and deleted. I
removed the graphic horror. I remembered new things. I cried all over again for
her. I am unable to read my memoir out loud without choking up. All the memories
of those few hours on the mountain came rushing back.
At the same time, I like many others here in the French Alps,
have been fascinated by a September 5th, 2012 multiple murder near a campsite
close to Lake Annecy. [9] While it is too early to determine the motive for the
killings it seems to be the work of one, or possibly two professional killers. Three
of five family members were shot dead. The father, an Iraqi engineer living in
Great Britain, his wife and mother-in-law were murdered in their vehicle. Two
young daughters survived, one by hiding on the car floor in the back seat and
the other beaten and perhaps left for dead. The fourth person killed was a
French cyclist that apparently witnessed the killings.
The possibility does exist that there was only one shooter
because the older of the surviving daughters is reported recently to have said
she only saw one shooter. An alternative theory, not given much weight, is that
the shooter intended to shoot the French cyclist and the Iraqi family were
eliminated because they were witnesses.
The British police believe that the real intended primary
victim was the Iraqi engineer and they are searching his home and computers in
Great Britain. The investigation is ongoing.
AND FINALLY
The confluence of these two events, my obsession with finally
getting Katy’s story down on paper and reading about the Annecy murders,
resulted in me waking up in the middle of the night to put fingers to keyboard
and get closure in my mind to Katy’s tormenters.
I sleep better now, even though those guys who preyed on
Katy may, if they are alive, still be around somewhere in the world doing bad
things.
ENDNOTES
[2] The White Mountains of New Hampshire, sometimes referred to
as the Presidential Range, are a majestic set of mountains, the highest of
which is Mount Washington standing 6,288 feet and considered to be the home of the
world’s worst weather. Since 1849, it is estimated that 135 people have died on
Mount Washington. The leading cause is hypothermia.
“To gain an understanding of the harsh conditions atop the
mountain, observe the following statistics:
The average year-round temperature is below freezing, at 27.2° F.
Winds average 35 miles per hour on an annual basis.
Fog frequently limits visibility to 100 feet or less.
The average annual precipitation is almost 102 inches, including about 26 feet of snow!
The world's highest
recorded surface wind speed, 231 miles per hour, occurred here.”
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